First Friday

I thought I would not be able to blog today.

I had to be at work at 0530 hrs and did not get off until 2130 hrs today. And it's one of those Fridays where we all get off and start drinking then come to work talking crap about how we drank the night before.

I skated out of work in good time and i'm exhausted. Perfect time to throw one back. As I fiend for a Bacardi and Pepsi, I am thinking; "No. just go to sleep. and wake up for the next day." The fact that I have these very real thoughts makes me think. I conclude that yes i have adependency issue. I associate good times and relaxing and accomplishment with alcohol. So What Now? well as they say in AA; One Day at a Time.

--BooksP.